sept 18 2009
Always, may God’s Love be with You…
Mood : Sad
Listening to : In the Sun [Joseph Arthur]

« I know I would apologize, if I could see your eyes,
Cause when you showed me myself, you know, I became someone else.
But I’ve been caught in between all I wish for and all I need… »
I’m not perfect, nor ever will be. I made mistakes, I hurt people, people I cared about, people I loved, people I wasn’t willing to give up on.
I’ve seen people coming and going. I’ve lost some, and caught them back afterwards.
I’ve failed people, but was forgiven most of the time. I made choices that I know now were wrong.
I lost myself.
And now I have the feeling of losing an another one, I cared, and still care about. And I don’t wanna lose him. But that’s life, I guess.
So I’ll keep on caring, on hoping that somehow, somewhere in the future, we’ll be able to reach for each other, to catch up, to start all over again, with a nice clean slate.
I’m hoping, but the thought of never see it happening saddens me.
I guess it’s somehow out of my hands anyway.
« Cause if I find, if I find my own way, how much will I find,
If I find my own way, how much will I find you… »









